rope bound

doesn't know who to pour into

wtp

To Her

Hand in hand we come

Christopher Robin and I

To lay this book in your lap.

Say you're surprised?

Say you like it?

Say it's what you

wanted?

Because it's yours-

Because we love you.

my mind

Invisibly Loud

I don't want to be here

fuck

I don't want to be here or here

I miss London

the city streets

walking poetry

the pace

the smell

the feel

the freedom

the nature

the gardens

the life

my life

the life in my veins

the pressure

the speed

the pulse

no one is hearing what I'm hearing

I am alone

but that's ok

i'm ok

i'm i'm i'm

fine

someplace new

never before

never again

in space

Unsettled

Unsure

I don't think

I'm pretty sure

what I want

what I really truly want can not be achieved here

but on the same hand

something I have to do

a part of me that screams

won't sing any place else

so I am stuck

in this clay

not really trapped

not really floating

just wading through substance

if only you could hear what i hear

if only I wasn't here

new york's not happening for a while

THAT isn't happening for a while

(that that that) all that

it's unsettling

i'm i'm i'm

unsettled

i'm i'm i'm

violins

i'm i'm i'm

piano keys

i'm i'm i'm

a banjo alone in a room

i'm i'm i'm

bloody knees

i'm i'm i'm

disturbed

i'm i'm i'm

cut up

i'm i'm i'm

choking

i'm i'm i'm

drowning

i'm i'm i'm

not giving up

i'll stab you first

Death knows me completely,

exactly as I am,

every part of me.

He loves me.

He knows all my flaws

&

all my oddities

&

he accepts them,

so I can feel complete.

Retarded Robot

I can't stand people constantly texting on their cell phones

especially when amongst others, be it 1 or twenty people

That hunched silhouette of someone with their head down staring at a screen, thumbs tapping away like a retarded robot

no one ever just stands alone

no one can just sit alone

be alone

without props

I hate the constant detachment

Putting yourself & whoever it is your typing with at priority

Basically saying, "Fuck you..you don't matter..you can wait while I talk to this person instead..they are more important than you..I like them better..this moment here between us isn't worth much"

Choosing to read & type with someone else than connect with the person/people who is/are actually in front of you

What is so goddamn important..

It's fucking insulting

a disruption of intimacy

the inclusion of another in intimate moments

without regard for the person you are with..if they want this moment to be shared with another

breaking away to check your phone

A PHONE.........

it taints

it pollutes

it's gross

Furthermore, texts past 12am from someone of the opposite sex are 95% of the time of inappropriate nature..

any past 2am are 98% of inappropriate nature..even if it is to say, "my toe hurts"

nothing appropriate/funny/whatever needs to be discussed that late with "just a friend"

it can wait until tomorrow

those are intimate hours

Lastly, texting in bed is almost a joke it's so insulting

it's so retarded

I don't even know what to say

and people just accept this behavior

no one thinks it's weird or even rude anymore

which is sad